June 6, 2009
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Not sure why but it feels like I’m in love. It also feels like something wonderful is about to happen. I know this feeling and I remember that it doesn’t usually pan out. Or at least I’m not aware of anything or anyone having come my way when I’ve felt like this in the past. Which is fine because I can just enjoy the sensation without being plagued with the why and when of it.
I have a picture of the house I want in Florida on my screen and I have begun thinking of it as possibly mine. With that comes the responsibility. It’s got a yard full of tropical plants I know nothing about and trees and shrubs. Not unlike this place minus 3/4 of an acre. Plus the tropical weather with all its storms. Not to mention being gone half the year so then who takes care of it?
“There isn’t anything anybody wants than is for any other reason than that they think they would feel better in having it.” This was the daily quote from Abraham-Hicks (thanks, Marilyn, for turning me onto them). I read that and questioned my thinking about the Lake Worth house. Maybe that yard would defeat the whole purpose of my move to the beach. Maybe all I want is a condo. But then there are the fees which don’t add to the resale value so that makes no sense.
Maybe I should just love Florida from afar. But I don’t think so. I have begun to imagine a life for myself there. It’s a small town and it would be easy to make new friends. The people I talked to felt familiar. I would fit in there. I look young there. I might even find a job there.
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Your friend-making ability is really wonderful, and it’s infectious (in a good way) to read about. In fact, I’m delighting in the idea of hearing about potential Florida adventures in the future.