Edited to add:

I just took this off protected because I got his permission to write about him or us or whatever I want. 

It’s way too late to be writing but I said I’d tell you about him so I will give a quick description.  We just got back from an amazing night of adventure so my memory is fresh.  He wore the black beret and he always carries his cane.  His sport coat was gray gaberdine with a bit of pattern.  I remember faint lines running through it.  The salt-and-pepper beard, which I love, looked good against the black of his dress shirt.  That had an interesting collar.  He probably wore black jeans.  I could feel the thick fabric when I patted his knee, wanting to direct his attention to the dance floor.  He shares his glasses with me, and they seem just as well suited to a woman.  He certainly wears more jewelry than I, what with the rings and fancy watch.  He even has longer hair, when it’s not in the usual ponytail.  His lips look full and soft, and he’s got the bluest eyes that hold mine longer and longer.  I like being with this man who has so much presence. 

I’m going to start posting again.  I’m even thinking about hiring a life coach — she’s been after me to sign up — in order to finally start writing about things like food as medicine and some of the energy work I do and just the many ways I’ve learned to keep the cancer away.  That sounds heavy but it won’t be.  The changes I’ve made over the years have really enriched my life, and I want to share them.  Not one person here has every asked me about breast cancer so I am going to open this up to the public (right after I go back and make private lots of the previous entries) and I’m going to figure out how to do the podcast thing, along with a weblog at blogger or some such place.  It all sounds daunting but I’ve been putting it off long enough.  It’s time to step up and write about something that has meaning, instead of just spilling my guts every night.  I’m still gonna spill my guts but those will have to be protected I guess. 

I have someone incredible to tell you about but right now I’m going to call him so you won’t meet him until tomorrow.